So this is what I woke up to this morning.
Where do people get motivation again? Is there somewhere I can buy that? I dunno what happened but these past few weeks have all felt like friday afternoons lol.
Tomorrow’s thursday! and I start housesitting for 2 1/2 weeks :) and there’s only 20 more days left of school so I’m gonna nose dive into my books starting today! Hopefully my finals will all be okay. Summer’s just around da corner !
On a happier note it’s been fantastic since I’ve been home and its a little hard to complain . I love spending time with my family and I am digging owning my own bedroom and bed. I am relishing in my own space when i have time. I own a truck now , an iPad and a new room. Take THAT old life. I have also gained a new friend and she’s been rockin things with me since I’ve been back
So I’m finally home and I feel like I haven’t sat down since I’ve been back! Lol. I’ve been busy busy since Monday and it’s been nice but I haven’t even seen everyone I need to yet!
Sorry to jazz and cait.. I’ve been full scheduled these past couple days but we should do something tomorrow or I can help with decorations ? :D I work till 5ish with Derek . Because we definitely have not had much time together !!!
Alright well it’s 3am and I gotta go slip into a coma, night!
HOME TIME.
Well it’s finally (almost) that time :)
Tonight at 9pm my group goes to the Boys & Girls club to get everything and everyone together and to all say goodbye. We’re gonna have snacks and watch a movie or 2.
Than at 2am We all drive to calgary, My flight leaves FIRST :) at 6am!!!!
So I will be home by noon!
See ya’ll when I can :D <3 I can’t wait.
Please go away, you’re cramping my style buddy.
It’s my last LAST day of work today, with David trying to finish up our immigrant resource pamphlet, i think it looks great! I will be home this coming monday and i am STOKED :)
we’re having a goodbye dinner tomorrow for the host families, and afterwards it’s an activities and speech get together with all the work placements. I need to prepare something to say , and Yanina and I are in charge of putting some games together…which Yanina is now PRO at because she’s been working at an after school program for 3 months :) So she’s got me back.
This thursday we’re going with our host mom to calgary to do a lil sight seeing and a lil shopping(for the last time:() .
I’m considering buying a semi worth while pair of boots. I do need some.
Is it possible to get okayish boots for $$60-70???
Here’s hopin.
My supevisor and I had a small talk today about after the program. I mentioned the blog I just wrote about it, and she laughed.
But she gave me an interesting analogy. For everyone (in the program, or similiar experiences) at home…there is a box waiting for them. And that box represents who you WERE before the program. And you can choose which path to choose, or maybe you can’t. It depends on a lot of factors, but these are some things that might happen:
- You will go home and you will fit right back in to the box perfectly, and stay there. Because this is what you know and this is what everyone from home knows/expects, and maybe you have not changed. Or you have changed but you’re not applying what you learned to your present life. So the program is over, but you pick up where you left off.
- You will go home and try to get back in the box, but it’s a little smaller than you remember, but you squeeze into it anyways. Maybe you will spend a little time in the box, a little time out of the box, half way in the box..
- You go home and see the box, know it’s there, and avoid it. You stay out of the box and everything is going great and you like being out of the box, you don’t even know what you were doin in the box before! But after time, you lose enthusiasism and get tired… and slip back into the box, maybe knowingly, maybe not.
- You go home, you see the box, and you know you’re not going to get into it, you can tell already that you won’t fit, and you don’t want to, and you’re uncomfortable about that idea altogether. You are perfectly great outside of the box.
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My thoughts are that this shoudn’t be limited to just this program. This could maybe be used for your life. Maybe you can think of this when you go on vacation….or when you go to school for a winter…Or hell, maybe you can think of this when you go grocery shopping.
I have this idea that everyone should aspire to be a better person, at all times. Even if you are an angel, you should be trying to be the number 1 Angel…or better than an Angel. No one is perfect, and if you think you are perfect, you most definitely have an issue.
IPOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
So my iPod was OFF. i was working in the library, and i went to the bathroom to pee….and i pulled out my ipod to turn it on and check fb quickly, and it SLIPPED OUTTA MY HANDS AND INTO THE FUCKING TOILET………..ARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (i hadn’t peed yet btw, it was just toilet water. still gross , i know.)
So obviously i pulled it outta the toilet as quickly as possible, and dried it off. it was still off, so i figured it was fine (it’s when it’s on and water gets in that it shorts out and dies!) I walked out to the table where Anggelo was sitting, and i put it down and the table and told him like “FUCK i dropped my ipod..but its okay cause it will dry out…blah blah blah blah ” and i glanced over at him and he HAD TURNED IT ON.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
WHO DOES THAT ?!?!? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW YOU DON’T TURN IT ON , YOU LATINO DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i got mad, and grabbed it outta his hand .. “WTF ARE YOU DOING?!?! NOOO !! DON’T TURN IT ON!!” but it was already too late and the screen was turning on, and when it loaded, i rushed to turn it back off, but it froze half way through. it took about a minute to turn off.
I’m going to put it in a bowl of rice for 24 hrs and see how it goes but … :’(
i know it’s my fault, and i shouldn’t have dropped it in the toilet in the first place, BUT IT WAS OFF . A@#%#^#&etrhbnh#%$^yh
HAPPY HUMP DAY >:(
